The Sea.
That very first glimpse.
That very first sighting
between
the headlands.
Always,
a single skip of a heartbeat,
a strange notion of belonging
like the reawakening of some genetic memory.
Fleeting.
Then gone.
After that very first glimpse.
It was little different 30 something years on. Electricity
replaced coal and steam traction, and the trip from the City
was interrupted by fewer intermediate destinations; Paisley,
Inverkip, IBM. IBM. Once it was Singer on the other line. Silk
and cotton usurped by silicon threads of unimaginable thinness.
Sewing machines conceding to personal computers, the gateways
to cyberspace.
Navigate through unseen byways
riding on electrons at the speed of light
and out into the ether to unreachable destinations
where beginnings end and ends begin.
Shapeless.
The Universe in a box.
No batteries, maps nor directions included.
Alas, my dear Captain Kirk,
from a future
years back in our time.
You got it all wrong.
Cyberspace
is indeed
THE final frontier.
And to Weymss Bay, the terminus at the edge of the sea, the
real intermediate destination. The railway station and pier
were much cheerier and cleaner now, but otherwise unchanged
for those who were there before. Walking once more down the
long wide wooden planks of timber floor, the sound of footsteps
of past hopefuls could be heard; hoards of dull, gray humanity
spewing and spilling out from the wooden and steel caterpillars
and on down the wooden pier floor. Wall to wall. Marching in
urgent unison down to the ferry.
Waiting.
Tramp, tramp, tramp.
A thousand pairs of feet. So loud.
Men with hats, gray and brown belted trench coats knuckles white gripping large
tattered overfilled leather suitcases.
Tramp, tramp, Tramp.
Women in headscarves, berets or wearing hats resembling tea
cozies or upturned flower pots and dressed in cheap printed
frocks or shapeless skirts. Some clutching infants, pushing
cots on wheels or with small ones at the end of a free hand
all with an urgency.
Tramp, tramp, tramp .
To get on 'the boat'. Fearful that it would complete the final
stage of the journey without them. But never did.
And there were the stragglers, loitering. A handful of less urgent but equally
purposeful with regard to the destination. Better dressed, more relaxed, smoking
cigarettes and quiet in conversation. They had a philosopher or three among
them: "Last on, first off. Nae bother " THEY had been here before.
But now there were no marching masses. Only a handful of passengers
waiting patiently for the ferry and the crossing. And some
recalling the sounds of ghosts long past.
For those infants of five decades past now there was two weeks in exotic locations;
The Cost Brava, The Costa Del Sol, or on islands dropped into deep azure seas
where English is spoken, badly, by summer darkened olive skinned locals. They
sell them British beer in British styled pubs. They feed them familiar fast
foods and fish 'n' chips, after a fashion. But there is always the hot glaring
sun and crowded E coli invested beaches to remind them that they really had
left home.
The Crossing. By R.D.McLaren 16 November 1999 |
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